Thank you Monique for helping me through this.
I just never want to be at home. There’s so much hostility, it shouldn’t even be called a home. I hate my piece of shit stepdad, he’s such a heartless cunt. He ruined my childhood, and now he’s ruining my little brothers.
I can’t wait to confront his ass in front of my whole family on the day I move out. You’re gonna get your ass handed to you motherfucker.
Are you currently frustrated with someone?
secretly, yes.
What is one thing you must have in a relationship?
commitment.
Why have most of your past relationships ended?
i have issues.
Do you think anyone’s thinking about you right now?
how am i supposed to know? hahaha
What attracts you to someone?
i notice everything.
Is there something you want to tell someone but can’t?
of course.
So what if you married the last person you kissed?
i don’t like the idea of getting married, but if it happens then so be it.
Last person you told a secret to?
my friend ____.
What was the last thing to make you mad?
myself.
If you were at a reasonable age, would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
a girl.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
nooooo. i hate it when a guy puts me on the spot like that. keep your feelings to yourself!
Have you ever been called heartless?
yeah, and i can be sometimes.
If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad?
omg yeah!
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
yeah, i’m sure there is.
Who was the last person you knew to have a baby?
i don’t even know anymore, everyone’s having them now.
In one word, how do you feel right now?
anxious.
Where is your significant other at the moment?
don’t exactly have one.
How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
just one.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
yeah.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
of course i can. those were the days.
How would you feel if you found out you had been cheated on?
i’d be upset, but i wouldn’t be suprised to tell you the truth.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?
nope.
Do you believe exes can be friends?
if they’re strong enough to do it. it’s hard.
Have you and a friend ever liked the same person?
back in middle school. dramaaaaa.
Do you think dimples on guys are cute?
eh, i don’t really care too much.
What’s something you’ve always wanted to say to your ex?
yes. he needs to know the truth about _____.
Ever had a dream that you died?
tons of them.
Do you ever look back and wish you had done certain things differently?
ohhhh yeah definitely.
Do you have any secrets?
yes, a lot of them.
Has anyone ever cheated on their significant other for you?
yeah.
Is your heart hurting?
no, it’s just trying to breathe right now.
Are you currently having any online conversations?
nope.
Have you ever been a cheerleader?
yeah i was actually, for four years.
Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
i think i might have on my arm.
Do you sleep in your bra?
doing that ruins your bra. let it loose girls!
Does your dad know you like boys yet?
i’m 18. of course he does.
Do you enjoy drama?
fuck no. i don’t see how anyone can enjoy it.
Are you a girly girl?
most of the time.
Small or large purses?
large. i carry a lot of stuff with me.
Are you short?
no, just average.
Do you like somebody?
it’s more than that.
Do you like Halloween?
i loooove halloween, i wish it was everyday.
Do you call anybody by their last name?
only teachers.
What color is the bra that you’re wearing?
black and pink.
Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark please.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
i guess you could say that.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. it’s terrifying and painful.
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
not that i can recall.
How long have you had a Tumblr?
a little over a year.
Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
no, i’ve always wanted to though.
What are your biggest fears?
i’d be here for hours if i told you.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
too many times.
Do you ever wish you were famous?
yeah, but only if i’m famous for good reasons.
Do you think you’ve ruined your chances with someone?
oh yeah. i’ve fucked up every single relationship i’ve been in.
Ever been the only one trying to fix a relationship?
kind of. i’ve put so much energy in trying to make my relationships work.
Who are the first 6 people on your contact list?
aimee, alberto, ana j, ana n, andres, and angel.
When was the last time you felt hopeless?
not too long ago.
What was the last picture that you saved onto your computer?
a picture of me and ash.
Are you guilty of flirting too much?
no. i never try to flirt with anyone unless i really like them.
Who was the last person to give you their phone number?
sadie.
Are you confused about something right now?
more like a lot of things.
How many guys have you ever kissed?
i don’t know, and i really don’t care.
Have you found your first love?
i’ve already been down that road.
Has someone ever emotionally damaged you?
i guess so.
When you’re in love, does everyone know it?
probably not since i’m horrible at showing my feelings.
Did your ex leave you, or did you leave him?
i left them.
What did you last print out?
a letter.
Are you good at lying?
fuck no.
Can you trust your mom?
i really don’t trust anyone.
Is it easy for you to fall in love?
no, i always try to stop myself.
Are you more serious when you argue, or sarcastic?
argue.
Anything you want to say to someone? Say it now.
i wish you knew what you got yourself into. i’m one of your best friends and i want to tell you the truth about ______ soooo bad. i know that if i tell you, you wouldn’t believe me. but then once you do find out you’ll be mad at me for not telling you in the first place what’s really going on.
Heard a rumour about you lately?
yeah. whatevs.
Have you ever been betrayed?
why do you think i don’t trust anyone?
If you went to jail, would your mom bail you out?
i hope so!
Are you more of a good girl or a naughty one?
a little bit of both.
